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  • Jul. 13th, 2007 at 9:56 AM
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Max Michael Harvey

September 4th 1990 - July 12th 2007




I love you and miss you so much

I hope at least now you're happy <3

our time is running out..

  • Apr. 12th, 2007 at 3:21 PM
vamp
 The Dirty Thirty

30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself:

1. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
two days ago

2. What were you doing this morning at 5am?
sleeeeping

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
just finishing changing a work schedual

4. What are you wearing?
UPS Shirt and khaki ((<-----ewww))

5. Are you mad at anyone right now?
no one inparticular

6. Last person to say they love you?
Daniel

7. Last time you hooked up?
last week?

8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
I dont have a song

9. Last thing received in the mail?
kandie from Stacey

10. Do you have any famous relatives?
not realllly famous

12. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
yeah.... before raves

13. How is your hair?
straight and fried on the ends :(

14. How many different drinks have you had today?
3

15. What have you eaten today?
bagle, turkey sandwich, chips and guacamole

16. Are you any good at math?
I'm alright

17. Do you have plans on Friday night?
EKG rave and an anniversary

18. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
nope

19. Most painful dental procedure?
the most I've ever had done on my teeth was a filling... unless braces count

20. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
nope

21. Do you like the ocean?
at nite time

22. Do you stay friends with your ex's?
depends on the ex

23. Something your excited about?
EKG

24. What did you do last night?
drank a little bit, howies, cuddle time

25. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
yeahhh

26. Where do you keep your change?
all over the place!

27. Do you remember the most naughty night of your life?
very well

28. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
someone else

29. What was the weather like on your Birthday?
my birfday isnt until July :(

30. Who do you love at this time and why?
many peoples!!!!
~Daniel because even though he's a DJ ((only joshua will get that one)) he's someone who I've been around for the past 3 years
~Siouxsiums because she's a bestest friend of mine and I Get to see her in 3 days bitches
~my Joshua Barney because he's the only one who can eat my pickles ;)  and his father and I are proud of him <3
~there are lots of other people I love right now... but they dont read livejournal so I'd be wasting my time

why are boys so stoopid?

  • Mar. 21st, 2007 at 1:15 PM
vamp

SEVEN have you ever

have you ever dated someone twice...? yes
have you ever gone streaking? nope
have you ever been cheated on? nope
have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? umm....yeah
have you ever been depressed? yes
have you ever had a broken heart? yeah
have you ever hooked up with a random person? only once......

SIX things you did in the last three days

Lied: yes
Went to school: little bit
Colored: nope :(
Hurt Someone: yes
Hurt yourself: not physically...
Cried: yes... all day yesterday



List TEN people you can tell pretty much anything

1. Stacey
2. Hayley
3. Daniel ((kind of))
4. Snugglebunny
5. my Robert
6. yeah... thats about it, dont trust a lot of people
7.
8.
9.
10.

THIS YEAR, HAVE YOU...

Laughed until you cried: yes

Met someone that changed your life? yes

QUESTIONS
1.Found out who your true friends were: yes

2. Do you believe in love at first sight? not really

3. Is there something you want to tell someone? yes

4. what kind of shirt are you wearin? it's gray and says "Love is all you Need" in French and theres angels and stuff on it


5. How many kids do you want to have? 2

7. Is there someone that totally rocks your world? I think so..

8. What did you do for your last birthday? I was camping, lol

9. What time did you wake up today? 1.00pm

10. What were you doing at midnight last night? ::sigh:: crying

11. Last time you saw your father? 2 weekends ago

12. One thing you wish you could change about your life? how I handle relationships

13. Which hand do you like better? right

14. What are you listening to right now? Daniel snoring

15. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? yes i think... my UPS drivers son's chocolate sale for his baseball team!

16. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? yes... a whole half of my friends do that unfortunatly

17. Who's getting on your nerves right now? :-x

18. Most visited website? myspace

19.Coke or Pepsi? coke

21. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? yeahh

22. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? yes

23. Do you think there's some models/people out there that can gain a couple of pounds? yes

24. Do you enjoy your friendship with your friends? most of 'em

:'(

  • Mar. 10th, 2007 at 4:29 PM
vamp
I wish I had more friends down here...




... boys make me so unhappy
vamp
Two Names You Go By:
1. Panda
2. Stoopid Redhead

Two Things you Are Wearing Right Now:
1. converse
2. UPS shirt

Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. respect
2. compromise

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. making kandie 
2. dancing

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
1. sleep
2. understanding of the male species

Two pets you had/have:
1. pheobe
2. floyd

Two things you did last night:
1.  be depressed ((stoopid brain))
2. drive Daniel around

two things you ate today:
1. Special K 
2. water

Two people you Last Talked To:
1. Daniel
2. mom

Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. working on my dreads 
2. sleeping in

Two favorite beverages:
1. smoothies
2. coffee

Two of your least favorite things to do:
1. working here =( 
2. driving by myself


[01] Is there anyone you love at the moment
yes =) despite our problems

[02] Have you ever been given roses?
yes

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
moulin rouge 

[04] How many times have you honestly been in love?
yea

[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
in the long run, yes 

[06] Do you think that you should put your friends first?
depends on the situation 

[07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes

[08] Your thoughts on online relationships?
fucking retarded 

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
yeah, duh!

[10] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater" is true?
to some extent

[11] How many kids do you want to have?
2, one of each ((hopefully)) 

[12] What is your favorite color(s)
red, green, blue, pruple, pink, black, white, and sparkley!

[13] What are your views on gay marriages?
horray!

[14] Do you believe you truly only love once?
no 

[15] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?
nope 

[16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
like 14 

[17] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?
umm, I'm not sure yet, but probably In My Life 

[18] Do you Know someone who likes you?
yeahhh

[19] Do you Truly love someone right now?
yes! 

[20] What are you happy about?
Saves the Day and rave 

[21] Do you think anyone will re-post this for themselves?
probably my Mr. Joshua Barney <3 =) 

this is what my journal has become....

  • Mar. 5th, 2007 at 3:52 PM
vamp
.....surveys!!!!!!



1.what is your middle name?
Michelle

2. How big is your room?
relatively big.... enough for me to get my clothes to completely cover the floor

3. What are you listening to right now?
98.7 at work :-p

4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?
4037

5. What was the last thing you ate?
penini sandwich from the bakery near my work

6. Last person you hugged?
Daniel =)


7. How is the weather right now?
way too fucking hott

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Vinnie.... he wanted to ask me if I could give him a ride to the train station

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
what they're wearing

10. Favorite type of Food?
sushi... except for the sushi at Riptide.... gives me food poisoning

11. Do you want children?
yeah... one of each ((I hope))

13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
yeah... that was almost ev'ry time we had a party at the park... me and my Mr. Joshua Barney are amazing!

14. What's your favorite number?
9

15. Eye color?
blueish greenish

16. do you wear eye contacts?
nope

17. Favorite holiday?
halloween =))))

18. Favorite Season?
Autumn

19. Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
Yeah... not so much anymire

20. Last Movie you Watched?
Jackass

29. What books are you reading?
None at the moment

30. Piercings?
I still want my lip pierced....

31. Favorite Movie?
it's between Little Mermaid and Evil Dead right now

32. Favorite college football Team?
eww... none of 'em

33. What were you doing before filling this out?
technically working, teehee

34. Any pets?
kitties!

35. AIM?
ICavern, from like 8th grade, haha

36. Dogs or cats?
kitties!

38. Favorite Flower?
whatever the kind of rose I had at prom

40. Have you ever loved someone?
yes... currently in love =) horray!

41. Who would you like to see right now?
all of my friends all at once... which includes the kalidescope friends, raver friends, friends that have moved away to another state or far away in general, and friends that claim that they are no longer my friends

43. Have you ever fired a gun?
not yet

44. Do you like to travel by plane?
yeah, but I like driving better

45. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right handed

46. If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
Oregon

47. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I ahve no idea

48. Are you missing someone?
yeahhhh

49. Do you have a tattoo?
not yet... but I have a pretty good idea what I want my first one to be

50. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
yeah!!!!!

51. Are you hiding something from someone?
yes :x

52. ARE YOU 18?
yup

54. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
I think so...

55. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?
awww man...11.42 already?

56. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
phone charger and alarm clock

57. GRILLED OR FRIED?
grilled

59. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
ummm.......thats a good question, lol

60. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
sometimes

61. FAVORITE HANGOUT?
Howie's... or a party

62. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
boyfriend, friends, music

63. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS?
computer

64. FAVORITE SONG?
right now it's Eulogy, STD

65. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
school

67. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Panda :-p




that toooook wayy too long 

stoopid work

Mar. 1st, 2007

  • 4:58 PM
vamp

I get to see the PANDAS on saturday

 

horray!!!!

it's that time again...

  • Feb. 26th, 2007 at 5:42 PM
vamp

... bored at work survey!

1. How old will you be in five years?
23

2. Do you think you will be married by then?
it's possible

3. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
raves, anniversery, concert

4. Who was the last person you called?
Daniel...?... yeah, Daniel

5. Who was the last person to call you?
same as above

6. Do you prefer to call or text?
call.. texting gets me in trouble

8. What were you doing at 12am last night?
talking with Daniel

9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
divorced and re-married

10. When is the last time you saw your mom?
5 hours ago when I left for work

12. How many states have you lived in?
just one

13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
3

14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare feet

15. Are you a social person?
yeahhh, especially when I'm with Mal

16. What was the last thing you ate?
coffee?

17. What is your favorite ice cream?
coffee ice cream!

18. What is your favorite dessert?
kye lime pie

20. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
grape

21. Do you like coffee?
love it to death... it's what I survive on at work

22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?
around 4ish

23. What do you drink in the morning?
juice

24. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
someone else! I <3 cuddling

25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
nope

26. Do you know how to play poker?
since I was 7

27. Do you like to cuddle?
yesss, very much so

28. Have you ever been to Canada?
nope, I wanna go though

29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
out, we never have any food at my house

30. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
my cousin Shawn, Richard Simmons, and Bill Cosby

31. Do you want kids?
eventually

32. Do you speak any other languages?
French, kinda.... not really though

33. ever gotten stitches?
nope

34. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
nopee

35. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool.
pool, theres no sharks in there!

36. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
window

37. Do you know how to drive stick shift?
I guess you could say that.....

38. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
boyfriend

39. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
does kandie count?

40. What is your favorite TV show?
currently Scrubs

41. Can you roll your tongue?
yeah... and make it into a clover!

42. Who is the funniest person you know?
Scott and Stephen when they're together, lol

43. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
yeah, my panda that I got for Christmas from my step-momma

44. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
Eulogy-STD

45. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
yes

46. What color are your bedroom walls?
blue

47. Do you turn off the water when you brush your teeth?
yeahh

48. Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
well, one door is broken, so open

49. Would you rather be attacked by a Lion or a Bear?
bear

50. Do you flirt a lot?
yeahh, oops!

51. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
BBQ

52. What is your favorite food?
sushi

53. Can you change the oil on a car?
yes!... I'm amazing!

54. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
yeah.... I havnt paid it yet... and it's from back in October

55. Do you dance in the car?
yeah!!!... I did on Saturday night, Scott kept laughing at me....

Sin City

  • Feb. 25th, 2007 at 2:33 PM
vamp
was basically pretty awsome

penguin danced with me!!
jarrett's outfit was incredible
took care of Mal ((poor gimpy <3333))
got an AmAzInG piece of kandie from Stephen
and had bonding time with Scott


horray!

so it turns out

  • Feb. 24th, 2007 at 11:35 AM
vamp
Insomnia sucks!!!!!

Hurt Survey

  • Feb. 19th, 2007 at 2:16 PM
vamp
your name:
Karen

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes

How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you?
4

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
yes

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Of course!... I went through high school, lol

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
yes

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
In a relationship

Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
I thought I meant it when I said it...

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes

Have you ever broken someones heart?
Yes

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Yes!!!... oh so much stuff!

Think any of your ex's feel the same?
probably

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I think I'm decent

Have you been in an abusive relationship?
No

Have you dated someone older than you?
Yes... I've only dated older people now that I think about it

Younger?
No

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yes... because I've gotten a second chance

Do you Believe in love at first sight?
nopeee

Ever been given an engagement ring?
not yet

Do you want to get married?
yes

Has anyone ever told u they wanted to marry you?
yes

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfried?
yes.... :-p

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
of course!

Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up with you?
in a round about way, yes

Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
I flirt with ev'ryone.. I can admit it

Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you?
yes

Have any of your exes called you by a nickname after the break up?
like a pet name?... yeah, but I think it's because we're bestest friends anyway

If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak on it?
yeah

Do you regret any of your relationships?
YES, very mich so
vamp
1. Who was your first prom date?
Matt Adamson... even though we didnt end up going

2. Who was your first roommate?
brother?... still live at home

3. What alcoholic beverage did you first drink?
oh god.... rum and coke ((I hate rum "Yellow Submarine"</font>

8. Who was your first grade teacher?
Mrs. Fowler

9. Where did you go on your first air plane ride?
Truckey, NV

10. When was the first time you snuck out of your house?
I've never snuck out of my house :-p I'm a good kid! yeah!

11. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
first bestest friend ever was Evett!... and we're still bestest friends forever

12. Where was your first sleepover?
my cousin Bonnies house <3333

13.Who is the first person you talk to in the morning?
my brother since I have to drive him to school

14. Whose wedding were you in the first time?
my mommy and stepdad's

15. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
bathroom activities

16. What was the first concert you ever went to?
Weird-AL

17. First tattoo or piercing?
ears

18. First celebrity crush?
Paul McCartney!

19. First crush?
Matt Hoye

20. First TRUE love?
thats debatable

21. When was your first detention?
freshman year in high school when I didnt bring my Geography book to class
vamp
looking through old livejournal entries takes you back... especially from journals that you dont write in anymore. It was weird reading through entries from before Daniel.... from when the only person I talked to was Stacey... it gave me a headache to read so much of my old depressing bullshit. But at least most of that is over and done with ((the depressing stuff mind you)).... and the only evidence od it is entries in various online and real-life journals.
Something else I did online was have Daniel help me find a laptop, which was basically successful, except for the fact that it came in white. But that can be fixed with stickers and sharpies.
I have found a new love for David Bowie. I read the lyrics to "Lady Stardust," and a single line made me certain that I will enjoy him.

I smiled sadly for a love I could not obay

This line instantly reminded me of a friendship which is gone forever - a friendship with a boy who caused me do to someof the most sinful things of my life. For that reason I'm glad he's gone, but I still will miss him.
On a lighter note... 45 more days until I fly up and see my Siouxsums!!!!

ohmigoodness!!!

  • Feb. 17th, 2007 at 6:25 PM
vamp
saves the day + bestest friend ever + new friends + having it be in Oregon = the BEST DAY/VACATION EVER!!!!


I'm sooo excited... I bought a new Saves the Day shirt and ev'erything.. it's going to be amazing
vamp
1. what is your sexual preference?
Daniel.... can that be a sexual preference?...

2. How did you decide this?
just worked out that way :)

3. How many significant others have you had?
4

4. What's the perfect age to first have sex, in your opinion?
around 16

5. Do you believe in true love at a young age?
Yes, I'd be a hypocrite if I said that I didnt

THE NOW

6. Are you taken by someone?
yes :) horray for me!

7. What is your significant other's name?
Daniel

8. How did you meet this person?
Marching Band

9. When was your first kiss with this person?
in April of 2004

10. When was the last time you saw him or her?
4 hours ago before I left for work

11. Are you currently single?
obviously not

12. Are you looking for a significant other?
n/a

13. Do you want to be dating anyone right now?
n/a

14. Are you happy with your current relationship status?
very much so

15. do you have "friends with benefits?"
not anymore

THE FIRSTS AND LASTS

16. When was your first kiss?
January 28th 2003

17. Who did you last kiss?
Daniel

18. Who did you last hug?
Daniel

19. When was the first time you had sex?
early July of 2004

20. When was your last date?
couple nights ago

21. Who was your first serious relationahip with?
Guito

22. When was your last breakup?
September 19th 2006

THE BREAKUP

23. Do you breakup with people when you get bored?
no

24. Do you give others a second chance when they cheat?
never been in the situation, but if it did happen then I would

25. do you breakup because of sex pressure/lack of sex?
no

26. have you broken someone's heart?
yes

27. do you remain friends with your exes?
yes

oh my fuck!

  • Nov. 3rd, 2006 at 10:59 AM
vamp
my new journal layout is AMAZING!!!!!

Monster Massive

  • Oct. 30th, 2006 at 12:02 AM
vamp
well.... Monster Massive wasnt what I expected it to be... I think that i like the smaller rave better then the big one, even though Daniel says I will love Nocturnal and EDC.

my legs hurts and I lost so much sleep, but it was worth it!

I am soo bored, omg

  • Oct. 17th, 2006 at 9:55 AM
vamp
1. Are you in a relationship?
basically

2. What is the best thing about your job?
I can take naps, hahahahahah

3. Do you like more than one person right now?
yeah, I have a bad habit about that, but I'm currently getting over it

4. Are you against same sex marriages?
of course not, lol

7. Did you vote for Bush?
ewwwww.... nope

8. Where are you going on your next vacation?
June Mountain?

9. Who are you going with?
friends, :-p

11. Which celebrity's death do you mourn most?
john lennon and george harrison! ::tear::tear::

12. Last book you read?
Nathanial

13. If you could have one super power what would it be?
I'd wanna be invisible... or a mirmaid!

14. Where have you lived most of your life?
san clemente

16. Where do you see yourself in 4 years?
still in school

17. Favorite movie of all time?
oh jeez.... anything really scary, I think it's currently Suspiria

18. Have you ever gone to therapy?
no, I'm going to soon though

19. Have you ever Played Spin the bottle?
hahahha!!!! yes.... I was really drunk, lol

20. Have you ever toilet-papered someone's house?
yeah, in Chelsea Evers' housig complex

21. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
yeah, lol :x

22. Have you ever had a crush on your brother/sister?
ack! no!!!!

23. Have you ever gone to a beach?
yeah.... I live on a beach

24. Have you ever been to a strip club?
nope

25. Have you ever had a stalker?
lol, kind of... in 8th grade

27. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
yes.

28. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes.

29. Have you ever lied to your parents?
yes... more then I should

30. What do you miss right now?
my bed... and raves

31. Ever thrown up from working out?
during marching band practice

32. Ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places in one day?
nope

33. Last song you listened to?
You're My Angel - Scott Brown

34. Have you ever spied on someone?
yeah... me and my brother were spying on my mom once after we saw the movie Harriet the Spy

35. Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers?
umm... no

36. Who was the last person who called you?
Daniel

37. When was the last time you slept for more than 12 hours?
I think last week.... hangovers are gross

38. Have you ever stolen anything?
yeah.... :(

39. Have you ever drank egg nog?
I had a sip of it once.... and it was reaaaallllly gross

40. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
I have no idea... not at Saddleback though!!!!

oh my jesus

  • Oct. 17th, 2006 at 9:34 AM
vamp
I have found that raves are absolutely AMAZING

they make me so happy :D

is this what you always want me for?

  • Sep. 27th, 2006 at 9:31 PM
vamp
"Do you wanna see me crawl across the floor to you, do you wanna hear me beg you take me back, I'd gladly do it, cuz I dont want to fade away, give me one more day please, I dont want to fade away, in your heart I long to stay"

- Eric Clapton


"...Anybody who thinks there's nothing wrong with this world needs to have his head examined. Just when things are going along all right, without fail someone or something will come along and spoil ev'rything. Somebody should write that down as a fundimental law of the Universe. The principle of perpetual disappointment. If there is a God who created this world, he should scrap it and try again."
-"Mastor Harold"... and the boys








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